Butterflies

2009-06-09T06:43:00.001-07:00

someone up there seems determined for me to enjoy this holidays and not get work.

BAH.

decisions.

2009-06-02T09:26:00.000-07:00

i really wonder if i made the right decision to stay in Singapore instead of going overseas.

BAH.

how different will i be?

guess i'll nv know.

2009-04-28T09:46:00.000-07:00

sometimes i feel damn helpless. everyone stop being emo can or not? then i dunnit to think of how to help u guys oso. and i dunnit worry for you guys.

blessed.

2009-04-28T09:36:00.000-07:00

ok dawn is gonna revive this blog. erm. for the holidays at least. cant promise i will continue!

ANYWAY. yes today i feel blessed. haha. cause so many pple remember my birthday! =) woots! thanks many many for all you have done for me in one way or another! thanks to all who left facebook msgs to wish me happy birthday! u really flooded my inbox with all your wishes!

and of course not forgetting those smses! haha. made me feel super popular today! haha. cause alot of SMSES! ESP THE OVERSEAS ONE. SUPER GAN DONG! my god u rmb my birthday even when u r overseas! I SALUTE YOU!

and CALLS! haha. though i dun really like to talk on the phone! but calls feel damn good! like someone call u to wish u happy birthday!!

and SURPRISES! gosh. trace ongying ming appearing at 11+ was the shocker of the century. i was like slacking and watching kang xi then they call me down. ming with her stupid excuse that she dropped her wallet in my swimming pool! HAHA. and ming i really want my wish to come true! so make sure it does K! then hall pple. gave me shock number 2! thanks thanks to all who came and celebrated my birthday! =) super duper touched!

and of course the 1 email that i got from someone in beijing! ok reply u soon ya! =) dun emo already stay happy!

thus ends my birthday. and im 20. wonder how long i can go on being my crazy self before i have to become ZHEN JING? hahahaa.

vicious cycle

2009-03-06T05:15:00.000-08:00

why does it always have to end up this way. its not the first time, and i believe it's not likely to be the last.

bah. its like im watching how the same show is going to unfold again.

i hate re-runs.

sometimes.

2009-02-28T06:02:00.000-08:00

sometimes all you want is a shoulder to lean on.

sometimes all you want is for someone to hear you out. all your sorrow, your frustrations, your ideals, your thoughts.

sometimes all you want is for someone to be there just for you.

bah.

2009-02-16T19:10:00.000-08:00

sometimes you can be a pain in the ass you know.

i can't believe you actually did that to a friend. how can you be so freaking selfish?

you just freaking piss me off sometimes. bah.

cheerleading

2009-01-19T01:38:00.001-08:00

omg. its only january and i feel as though i have done so many things! there was the madness trainings for cheerleading, going to the zoo, presenting fm tutorial. all in 2 wks! and now with a blink of the eye its going to be chinese new year! yay! =) chinese new year rocks. bak kwa, prawn roll, pineapple tarts. FOOD FOOD AND MORE FOOD! not forgetting the most important character of all.... ANG BAO! haha.

update 1 by 1!

cheerleading.... ROCKS THE WORLD! during december i dreaded trainings like nobody's business. i wished i could skip every single trg so i could be in the comfort of my home instead. now i want it to come back! i wish we could train ALL YEAR ROUND (haha. just kidding!) trainings were definitely tiring, esp training everyday from 8pm to 4am+++. and after training you have all sorts of other things to do, like sewing this, making the mascot. and even w/o those you have to slack around, HTHT, and PLAY MAHJONG! haha. so i never got to slp until 6+? haha. i miss those days!

and i thot i would freak on stage, what with all the eyes watching me. in the end i ended up being so freaking high that xw said i looked ugly on stage. zomg. haha. everyone should get to experience it at least once. i felt so happy on stage. everyone was cheering, shouting, clapping for us. for once, NO STAGE FRIGHT, NO FEAR. JUST US PERFORMING FOR THE WORLD. it felt damn good. why can't every performance/presentation just be like that? CO performance was freaky, guides parade was just plain stressful, guitar syf was numbing. but CHEERLEADING ROCKS THE WORLD! haha. i'm going crazy. but u get what i mean!

and the zoo! haha. i love the zoo! went there on sat with shu and kl! will post pictures later. i took like dunno how many embarrassing photos with the bronze statues!

yay ok i hope this yr would be a yr of many new and interesting stuff! =)

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

2009-01-06T17:04:00.001-08:00

i m SO FREAKING PISSED today!

argh. to think i played fair. WTH. shouldn't have even bothered. i have just been plain stupid to think that you would have cared. ever bothered to care abt the word friends? or maybe it just doesn't matter eh? you freaking ASSHOLE. BLOODY IDIOT. you are just f-ed up.

today's lesson: NEVER ever play fair with assholes like you.

random

2009-01-05T10:35:00.000-08:00

sometimes i just dunno what to do.

take control of everything or leave things there to rot.

honestly i am a control freak sometimes. i just can't let things go.

doing everything yourself issnt right, but what if your partner(s) don't want to step up to the task?

should i just leave things to rot or just assume leadership?

argh.

and it complicates matters when u have to bother about the emotional as well as rational side to things.

presents

2008-12-22T13:23:00.000-08:00

tis the season to be jolly!

its christmas period and guess what! its the time to go shopping for presents!

i came to a realisation today!

everyone must listen.

u know how pple think that giving vouchers as presents are very insincere? well, i m the MINORITY! i want to get vouchers! cause i think presents are overrated! i would rather get a voucher than a present that i don't want! i mean if u think vouchers are insincere and dun require much thought U R SO WRONG. cause the person who buys the vouchers has to think of which brand will suit u the best! like for sporty pple u get ADIDAS vouchers, for fashionable pple maybe u can get TOPSHOP, F21? etc etc. u get what i mean! so its still SINCERE!

conclusion: vouchers are good presents! =)

i passed

2008-12-16T10:28:00.000-08:00

yes i passed my driving TEST! YIPPEE.

now i can drive a car!

argh.

2008-12-10T21:50:00.000-08:00

today i m just SIAN. damn sian.

rah.

HSM!

2008-11-23T08:38:00.000-08:00

omg i cant believe i watched HSM 3 twice. but the show is REALLY NICE! =)

haha. and i love this song the best!

think i m going to buy the soundtrack! should have acted faster la. den buy the soundtrack can get the BIG BIG poster. paste in my pretty pretty hall room! rah.

anyways i tried to rescue as much as my blog as possible. so the hovers dun exactly work. haha. 请见谅！

marketing

2008-11-18T08:56:00.000-08:00

YAY ALL PREPARED FOR MARKETING TMR!

not prepared for MIA though. OOPS.

2008-11-17T06:51:00.001-08:00

i wanna watch 海角七号!

3 more papers to go! 9 more days ONLY!! jia you dawnie! =)

the butterfly died

2008-11-12T21:00:00.000-08:00

the butterfly died today. in the process of morphing. and i didn't even know why. rah.

i personally did his burial but ceremoniously throwing it into the dustbin.

everyone lets conduct one minute of silence for the butterfly that resided outside my hall room. your time starts now.

*one minute passes*

thank you everyone. =P

breathing air into my blog

2008-11-11T23:13:00.000-08:00

omg my last entry was 4 oct 2008.

haha.

yay i just wanted to paste a picture here cause everyone looks so happy here~

its just abit sad that my hair is so ugly here. just bathe la. no choice. ANYWAYs....
yay everyone meet PYRO, my hall OG! =)

we look damn happy la. even though most pple have an exam the next day. all wanyi's fault for making us so high!

pyro makes me happy too! =)

and theres this butterfly outside my room on top! its like morphing from caterpillar to butterfly!

super pretty hor. =)

on a sidenote i had my first exam in uni TODAY. lol. such a dampener.

random

2008-10-04T06:46:00.000-07:00

finally a wkend thats easier to breathe. i think i should just try to go out less often during wkends to give myself more time to catch up with schoolwork. LIKE I WILL.

anyway i suddenly realised that the breaks in uni are so long that i can actually get myself a job during that period! maybe i should. seriously contemplating. feel like working as a waitress or something along that line. exciting! =) work at starbucks just to feel happy. i know the pay is shit. but for my love of starbucks i dun mind working there!

today i went halloween shopping. i got this SUPER COOL mask/hat thats supposed to show that im a witch! YAY. but i m seriously regretting it now cause when i wear it its damn hot and cannot see my face. so that means cannot cam whore during halloween. SIAN. maybe should force/armwrestle my roomie to swap hats with me during halloween just for a while! so i can take nice nice pictures! =)

meet-up day =)

2008-10-01T08:49:00.000-07:00

today was my ULTIMATE meet-up day! yayness!

ok so in chronological order!

1) stats quiz. haha. what the hell right. i know it doesnt equate as meeting up with someone. but i just had to find somewhere to blog it cause GUESS WHAT! its my first quiz of my uni life. thank goodness it wasnt that bad!

2) zhihui and xiao pang! finally got to meet up with xp to get my feng li su! yay thanks alot xp for giving me feng li su! had lots of fun catching up with both of them!

3) ahbiao gru and jael! FINALLY HAD OUR MEET UP EH! if not like we are always so busy with hall stuff and cca stuff that we cant seem to ever arrange for our fortnightly meetings! gosh. HTHT was good, even though as usual i play not much part in contributing. yay but i love listening and giving suggestions! gru gru pls do something soon k. =)

4) TAN WEN HUI THANK GOODNESS FOR SKYPE! if not i will miss u like crazy! gosh pls come back soon yea. we will meet up to HTHT^2 + JLJL and have lots and lots of fun together! stay strong girl ok. dun get affected and be healthy! make sure u eat k! we will SKYPE more another day!

this wk and next wk will be hell for me cause theres SO MUCH WORK TO DO! marketing presentation + ob report. AH SOMEONE PLS SAVE ME. NOW.

hungry post

2008-09-09T11:17:00.000-07:00

salivating at the thought of sakae buffet later on today. everyone pls call dawn a greedy pig.

on the other hand i needa eat cause i needa try and get rid of a sense of uselessness i feel in myself.

4 projects in 1 wk

2008-09-07T19:08:00.001-07:00

this wk is MADNESS.

4 projects due in one wk. i hate the crazy deadlines in uni. it means that u have to like do non-stop work to complete it! rah.

stuck at home.

2008-08-29T05:48:00.001-07:00

so now instead of going for ndp's bday party im stuck at home blogging. rah.

i want so much to go but then my parents give that "if u go out u r so gonna incur my wrath" look. it sucks being an only child. i wanna go sing karaoke lah!!!! IRRITATING. when will they learn that i'm already 19 years old and that they can't control me? maybe i should just be financially independent so they can't do anything anymore.

for once i really think its sucks to be an only child. or maybe its just too much independence from staying in hall.

rah

2008-08-24T08:19:00.000-07:00

underneath this mask of mine, i am a freaky competitive person. rah. its really time to learn to adjust. life has been too smooth-sailing this few years. the turbulent times has just begun.

i just so damn hate losing. in whatever terms u can think of.

2008-08-18T06:59:00.000-07:00

sometimes i just wonder whether i live life for myself or for others.

blogging from hall!

2008-08-12T01:04:00.001-07:00

first post in almost 2 months! ok SO SO SO many things happened during this 2 months. i ended my job at KPMG (HIP HIP HURRAY!), took a trip to Thailand (as mentioned in previous entry), went for 2 freshmen orientation camps, and i started school! what a happening 2 months issn't it? =P

as it is now I am actually blogging from my room in hall. i stay in hall 15! its an AWESOME hall! even though its not airconditioned. haha. hall 15 has nice people! i think the people is really all that matters. you can have the nicest room with the coldest aircon and the most comfortable bed as well as the yummiest canteen but if the people are cold, selfish and boring then whats the point right?

oh and i went for 2 FOCs, both of which i slacked through! after going for so many camps during secondary school days camps no longer has a meaning to me anymore i guess. but both had nice(obviously i need to improve my vocab) people in them so i got to know some new friends!

school started last wk but its only starting to sink in now that i have to mug all over again! 8 months of slacking just flew by! rah. now it will be a life of lectures, tutorials, seminars and projects all over again. 4 years!!!

ok gotta go meet my roomie to go check out the IT fair! maybe another update in 2 months? haha.

2008-06-16T06:02:00.000-07:00

haven posted in ages. oops. my blog name has just totally lost its meaning.

but its not as though i dun want to blog u know. its that there is nothing to blog about. life is mundane these days. work, watch hk drama, slack around, go out for dinners, sleep. i wish i could just travel around the world each day and experience all the new sights and sounds. just sit myself in some cafe and people watch. see how people pass their time in different countries. that, however, is just a dream. its impossible unless i earn millions just like some of my clients. some of the taxes they pay per month is probably greater than my entire income for this whole year. (i wonder if this is breaching data privacy? but oh well i didn't name names so should be fine!)meanwhile, i have to be contented with sitting at my little desk in my office generating tax comps. oh well, only going to be 2 more weeks before i am freed from that desk forever!! looking forward to 30 june. YES!

some updates abt life.

1) im going to spend my next 3.5-4 years in ntu studying acc and biz. lets hope all turns out fine and i get really really nice schoolmates (i bet i'll know alot of them in nbs. i heard its like a mini hc there. good or bad, yet to decide) not sure if i made the right choice to study acc/biz. who knows maybe deep in my heart i m actually a closet researcher who loves science to bits. (HA!) too bad that side of me hasnt shown its true colours yet. so acc/biz it is.

2) i have started exercising! 3 cheers for used-to-lead-sedentary-lifestyle-dawn. taking kickboxing, new body, cardiolatino, hip hop and pilates classes at amore fitness. its really quite worth it. S$88 for unlimited class per month (student package). on the downside you have to pay S$120 for lifetime membership fee (its once off though). but its quite worth it if u go for alot of lessons! kickboxing is really shiok man. you get to scream and shout in class while doing all those punches and kicks. good for venting frustration too. new body is totally madness esp with a particular instructor. shes damn good. i was left aching all over after the lesson but u feel very happy cause u really exercised all your muscles! cardiolatino and hip hop is fun for people who love dancing! and u get to sweat it out while learning new dance moves. pilates is the one i usually screw up cause basically my hand-feet-brain coordination sucks like hell and lack the ability to balance. the instructor keeps trying to help me. but i still suck at it. HAHA. kai lin can be the witness. she couldnt stop laughing at me. ok i sound like some brochure or dai yen ren for amore. but its really quite good! and the people (instructor + receptionist) are all very friendly.

3) i m gg thailand in july!!!

yay! after hk trip in may i finally get to go overseas again! yay! super excited. i think this time i m gg to try and explore more of thailand's heritage etc. usually when i go there i only eat and relax. this time i think i might want to travel to ayuthaya to see the ancient ruins. depends alot on how things go on. but i must squeal abt the promotional deal i got at SIA website! S$328 nett for the air tickets! woohoo. if anyone needs anything from thailand just drop me a msg k. not that i'll most definitely buy it cause i always forget + i hate buying souvenirs. but u can definitely try :)

woohoo unknowingly i have typed such a long long entry! gosh. so i shall stop here! shall post pictures instead.

everyone meet ah biao (mary annabel joan loh yun ting. see why we call her ah biao now?)! haha. my mentee. shes gg to ntu acc too! and she has ALOT of blonde moments.

wabbit. me. ah biao. gru gru.

me. ah biao. jael. kylie. ah ma. wabbit.

me. ah biao. gru.

gru. me. gru gru is my desk mate who ALWAYS ALWAYS fails to hear me when i want to talk to her. but when i dun want to talk to her she thinks that im talking to her. weird girl right. HAI. but shes going to be an important feature in my life next time cause shes gg to aerospace engineering and shes gg to meet alot of guys. she says (or rather we made her say) that she will intro the good looking ones to us. she says that she'll only leave those that are too tall for her to me. rah. HAHAHA.

ALL the Singtax TCCs! too many to name.

Dawn's top 10 smells (so far)

2008-05-26T07:03:00.001-07:00

in no order of merit....

1) smell of an old-fashioned bakery. the kind that actually makes the bread at the shop and bakes it on the spot.

2) smell of famous amos cookies. FREE SMELLS!

3) smell of rain!! esp with freshly cut grass!!!!

4) smell of a hotel. the better ones. not the by-hour kind of course. it just smells... refreshing.

5) smell of changi airport! damn nice! hard to describe though.

6) smell of new leather!!!

7) smell of coffee. damn shiok!

8) smell of new bedsheets (ok i think its just the smell of my detergent, but who cares =P)

9) ***

10) ***

clueless abt 9 and 10. haha. next time when i actually rmb then i shall blog again. =)

this post is damn dumb. haha.

2008-05-17T02:19:00.000-07:00

so everything is pretty final now. got rejected by med school in the end. nothing surprising actually. considering the interviewers kept questioning my passion for the course. oh well at least it saves me the headache of having to think of whether to take med or acc/biz. and i do know that i wanted acc/biz from the start. just that i wanted to try my luck! =)

okok i know i haven blogged in ages. all my fellow temps are laughing at my blog name cause they think its damn funny (considering that i hardly update). so some updates.

1) my birthday came and went! (thanks to all who sent smses, wishes and presents!)

2) i had my first clubbing experience at powerhouse. wasn't as bad as i thought it was. and i wasn't a bad girl k! it was a company function! =) free flow housepours from 7pm to 10pm! too bad the timing is kinda bad. who drinks at 7???

see. thats all the updates i have. my life is so NOT happening.

looking forward to class outing tmr! =) shokudo once again! the food there is pretty good!

2008-04-01T05:21:00.000-07:00

why do i bother to be so nice to you when i can hardly stand you? rah. its just this whole conscience thing. like i feel bad being bad to you. but when u come and talk to me i feel so irritated. ARGH!

蝴蝶秀

2008-03-16T07:12:00.000-07:00

haha changed my blog song again. this song should be played everytime u feel like eating sinful food. LOL.

蝴蝶秀
罗志祥

yo everybody 注意注意
我要开始带起新的流行
纸片人已经被踢下伸展台出局
卡路里不用在意

假仙不讨喜爱吃我欢迎
胖了几公斤信心又升级
骨感美女风吹就倒地
肉感美女视觉最抢戏

快快一字排开
坏坏眼神拽拽
来来准备打开
今晚你重量级的舞台
嗨嗨镜头过来
看看你最厉害
拜拜扭扭姿态再来

一起说拜拜
蝴蝶秀出来
有自信最可爱
今晚你主宰
拜拜蝴蝶秀出来
开始对你膜拜
你是抢手爱

体重别过轻瘦到眼冒金星
体重计当成温度计
爱美有道理环肥燕瘦都行
自信是要发自内心

男生们不爱完美比例
管他三比七猪头才在意
肉感美女比较重感情
生活没压力爱情才开心

快快一字排开
坏坏眼神拽拽
来来准备打开
今晚你重量级的舞台
嗨嗨镜头过来
看看你最厉害
拜拜扭扭姿态再来

一起说拜拜
蝴蝶秀出来
有自信最可爱
今晚你主宰
拜拜蝴蝶秀出来
开始对你膜拜
你是抢手爱

蝴蝶秀秀
蝴蝶飞飞
蝴蝶秀秀
~蝴蝶飞啊~

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2008-03-09T07:32:00.000-07:00

so many interesting things happened over this wkend. on friday i collected my results. on saturday i went for ntu open house. on sunday i had my first driving lesson! my life suddenly became very happening. HAHA.

so friday with much anxiety i went to collect my A level results. The whole morning in the office rumours were flying everywhere abt how our batch did etc. Scared the hell out of me. Left the office and met up with wen and ming to try and calm our nerves down together. Had waffles then went down to get the results. They wanted to kill us with all the tension when Mr. Ang talked for 45 mins! Mr Ng was very scheming cause he put the results in such a way that we couldnt see it and had to yank it. Imagine those lucky draw shows that try to increase the anticipation of the audience. yea.

And i started driving today. omg so malu i such at stepping on the accelerator. Cant maintain speed properly! RAH! at least i hardly had stalled engine! looking forward to my next lesson!

new song

2008-02-11T07:50:00.001-08:00

changed the song! everyone let the song buffer and listen! if it doesnt play then go click that little play button at the right hand side of the blog! its a nice and soothing song. sometimes a guitar and a nice voice is all you need. =)

旅行的意义
你看过了许多美景你看过了许多美女
你迷失在地图上每一道短暂的光阴
你品嚐了夜的巴黎你踏过下雪的北京
你熟记书本里每一句你最爱的真理

却说不出你爱我的原因
却说不出你欣赏我哪一种表情
却说不出在什麼场合我曾让你动心
说不出离开的原因

你累计了许多飞行你用心挑战纪念品
你蒐集了地图上每一次的风和日丽
你拥抱热情的岛屿你埋葬记忆的土耳其
你流连电影里美丽的不真实的场景

wanted to post nice pictures up here so that we can experience festive mood. but i dunno why i cant synchro my hp and my pc. so cant upload yet. SORRY!

I GOT SCAMMED

2008-02-04T05:17:00.000-08:00

rah. if you read The Sunday Times on Sunday (duh) you probably would have come across this article on the beggars who actually live in Geylang hotels and own prosthetic legs (which are supposedly very expensive). If you haven't read it then SHAME ON YOU. kidding. just click on the link here. it is only available for the next 7 days though unless you subscribed to Straits Times online. Seen in Singapore- China Amputees beg to get quick money

i know its a long article and seemingly unimportant as compared to the US primaries or the never-ending inflation or the horrible transport problem in China, but the whole point of this blog entry is that I GOT SCAMMED. If that amputee can afford a plane ticket to Singapore and can even pay for his own prosthetic legs (correct me if i'm wrong but i think prosthetic legs cant be donated since they must be custom-made to fit each individual which totally means that they have the money to get people to custom make the legs for them.) why should i donate my hard-earned money to him when i see him in the morning? and i believe his minder actually takes a cut of his earnings. irritating.

im just ranting i know. in your mind you must be thinking "dawn's so dumb she got scammed. *cues evil laughter*" but its pissifying cause its my hard-earned money!! i have to stare at the stupid computer screen for hours and spoil my eyes and that guy scams my $$!! idiot.

next time i swear i'll only donate to buskers and beggars overseas (especially those in thailand with their young kids.). at least the buskers make me happy with their music. and even if i get scammed by the thai beggars i don't really care cause i just hope the kids there get a better life then their parents who have to beg. theres probably a syndicate controlling the beggars but who cares. at least if i donate then maybe the people in the syndicate wouldn't spank the kids so much.

on friendships

2008-02-01T07:41:00.001-08:00

sometimes i wonder why i am so silly. ba zi ji de re lian tie zai bie ren de leng pi ku shang (literal translation: place my hot face onto someones cold butt). if you dunno what it means then too bad i also dunno how to explain properly. not even sure if i got the phrase right.

anyway back to topic. sometimes you really wanna keep in contact with someone but its really difficult you know. like why must i always be the one who initiates conversations, meetups etc? just because i want to be friends with you more than you want to be friends with me? but if i don't make an effort to do so then the friendship will distant. but then again if your friend doesn't even bother does it mean the friendship is not worth it anymore? should we just let go of the friendship?

so confusing.

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my english standard has just drastically dropped. cant even write properly. this really sucks.

2008-02-01T07:20:00.000-08:00

today was a really cold day. BRRR. but it was quite shiok actually. my walk from hougang station back home was relatively cool. i could even feel a breeze. a breeze in singapore is near impossible. the whole cooling thing made me wanna snug up in bed and sleep. but sadly i was walking home.

anyway today i moved from my nice nice desk which was ALL MINE to the board room. and no its not cause i got promoted or something k. its cause theres going to be new permanent blood joining my company so i got to let them have my desk. rah. and now i have to move to the board room. then i only have a small small space cause i have to share with 7 other people! the only thing good about the board room is that we can talk all we want. just not too loud cause its not soundproof. and i can sit unglamourise-ly on the chair! and eat all i want. the downside is that i have to walk like 100 metres to find my senior to get work to do. RAH.

haha. i know its really sian reading my blog cause its all about work. sorry can't include any other stuff cause seriously my life is now mostly work. of course i could blog about my colleagues but i shan't yet until i find out more about them.

OH YA. and in this weeks blog entry we celebrate TAN MING YI'S birthday! 27th January. As well as TOK YI FANG EUNICE! 29th January! Happy Birthday to you! sorry your celebration is not until next month! but we will see each other on 16th feb! =)

in desperate need to bake (cause baking is therapeutic) but i dunno what to bake. anyone with any interesting recipe can email me! (like anyone will.) quite sian of baking brownies. maybe i should go find some recipe to bake cheese muffins! but then again if i bake i oso dunno who to give. anyone wants to be guinea pig? =P

reply tags before momo scolds.

2008-01-25T06:48:00.000-08:00

hello! here to reply tags. if not momo will scold me. HAHA

okok one by one.

momo: U SICKO. u go harass some poor guy on the train FOR WHAT? he must have been very traumatised! haha. lets meet up to crap some time. i cannot be myself in the office lor! must pretend to be very "guai" and do my work. SIGH. whens dinner meeting?

tay kl: PLEASE DELETE YOUR ARCHIVE LA!i think you have sufficient material to blackmail me 100 years. next time i become famous how? then u take that and give to the journalists! i promise u next time i become famous i give u my autograph la! u delete away those weird pictures leh!

shu: its cause xw likes to remember weird weird stuff what. i need to save brain capacity for more IMPORTANT stuff. ;)

aiwen: your work sucks meh? working with kids should be quite fun right? okok i know they can be little terrors but at least they are sweet and innocent! and u can talk alot alot! FYI u DON'T SING IN TUNE. neither do you sing to the beat. HAHA.

yay! finished replying! today is FRIDAY. FRIDAY FRIDAY FRIDAY. its like the best day around can? especially for people my age. cause friday is book out day for guys. and for girls its the last day of work for the week. now i understand why pple like to say TGIF! haha. THANK GOD ITS FRIDAY! every friday all the temps get extra high! =)

anyway i met up with ming and ong ying for lunch twice this week! yay! =) even though they keep suaning me cause i always whine when im hungry. haha. but i still like seeing them!

oh yea and i think raffles place hawker centre has quite good food. aside from the fish soup and cai fan i ate on the 1st 2 days, the rest of the food has been pretty good! china square has alot of NICE NICE food. I THINK la. and most importantly it has air con. haha.

and now i can only spend like 5 bucks on food per day MAX. cause my pay is very little and every day 3 bucks goes to transport. i want my CONCESSION RATES!! give it back to me!!!! =(
every meal the food alone cost AT LEAST 3+ bucks. then by the time i get drinks its already 5+ bucks!! rah.

rumour has it that alevel results are coming out real soon. some say next wk some say 15 feb some say end feb. shit i got this really bad feeling that i did really badly. ok i dun want to go into this topic now. maybe when the date draws nearer.

more about work.

2008-01-21T06:19:00.000-08:00

i m here to blog because i promised to do so.

theres really nothing much to blog about since my life pretty much revolves around work these days (as seen in previous entry). mondays to fridays i am totally stuck to my desk doing work. by the time i get home i get super tired i don't feel like doing anything. rah. and somehow working a desk job works up your appetite (weird i know). i think i will just get fatter (if that is even possible) working. double rah.

so the only attraction left in my life now is the WEEKENDS! YAY! weekends are for me to sleep in, slack around, sing kbox, go out shopping, catch a movie, go talk crap with friends! double yay! theres no way i can describe how much i look forward to weekends.

so this weekend 404 went out together to celebrate kl and wai's bday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KAI WAI! HAPPLY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! =) so we went nydc for dinner and i ate ALOT ALOT of food. haha. the food quality there is getting worse though. my baked rice had very little cheese. hmmph. and we got kl a dress and wai yee a bag! =) had fun talking to them too! 404 is like one of the few bunches of people that i can actually be myself so its really relaxing to be around them! yay!

oh yea and before that xw zhi and i went for KBOX! woohoo! had lots of fun singing though my singing really sucks. ok la aiwen next time we let u join in. but you must promise to sing properly k. like at least ATTEMPT to sing in tune and to the beat.

ok this entry is super incoherent with woohoos and yays punctured everywhere cause i m very sleepy. and its only 1030pm. BLAH. end here.

1st day of work

2008-01-14T04:20:00.001-08:00

today i begun my first day at work. haha. office at raffles place. gosh. had to experience morning mrt madness plus lunchtime hawker centre madness plus evening mrt madness. RAH. everything is madness. the mrt squeeze was crazy lah. i felt like i was in a can of sardines. den there was lunchtime hawker centre madness. no seats at lau pa sat!!! omg. and i saw alot of pple "chope"-ing seats using waterbottles, umbrellas and more often than not TISSUE PAPER. they are crazy. evening mrt madness is just a repeat of morning mrt madness. theres alot of madness going on in raffles place man.

to think i used to think working in raffles place super fun. rah. its not. life seems very meaningless there. rush here rush there. can u imagine spending the rest of your life like that? and cannot talk alot. not like in school. so i cannot be crazy and loud there. hai. no wonder alot of pple tone down after they start going to work.

i dun wanna live my life like that!!!

ok shall be fair and settle down more in my job first before i determine if raffles place is really that bad. after all i have pretty nice fellow temp staff and so far pretty nice co-workers, superiors etc! (based on my approximately 5 minutes interaction with them) =)

orientation campfire

2008-01-11T08:20:00.001-08:00

the title makes it sound as though its my orientation campfire. but NO NO. its not my campfire. its the campfire of the 08 batch. felt like i aged alot after going back. im 18 going on 19! omg. i can just imagine the wrinkles appearing at the corner of my eyes. haha. went back with my class and some 404 people. i must say the orientation video looked very good. light up abit disappointing though.

oh ya and i have a super sucky camera in my phone. when i attempted to take a picture of the light up all i got was a whole ball of light. idiot. its 2 megapixel camera and still sucks. my previous 1.3megapixel camera was still better. RAH. and i scratched my phone today! heartache. more rahs.

i suddenly missed alot of people today.

and i dunno how to continue this blog entry. lets leave it here first. =)

the new year and the army.

2008-01-09T23:04:00.000-08:00

a very late post about the new year.

on new years eve i caught the movie legend with xw shu and kl! i think i watched about 1/4 of the movie with my hands cupped to my ears. anyway it was an average movie. guess i expected more from will smith after watching pursuit of happyness. but still worth a watch cause theres really nothing much to watch in the cinemas these days. and then i went off to celebrate the new year with my classmates. actually only 3 other classmates. francis, kk and liting. come to think of it only 2. francis was late. HAHA. anyhow it was still fun! the fireworks were pretty! =)

and i believe many people would have known, i have yet to start my job yet. slacker dawn. so i spent the past few days slacking. actually i should be helping my mum with spring cleaning, but i think she rather i not help. 越帮越忙! so i just did spring cleaning of my own room. cleared my wardrobe, tidied my desk. i had lots of fun saying "throw throw throw!" and accumulated many many bags of rubbish! MAJOR ACCOMPLISHMENT!

oh yea and from the 4-6 jan it was class chalet. HAD LOTS OF FUN! thanks to joanne and kk for organising! (cause that means i don't have to organise) the hot topic throughout chalet was THE ARMY, since zhenwei has already gone in and has army stories to tell! i must say army sounds tough. food doesn't sound good they don't get to bath very often and theyhave to endure tekan-ing and much much more. i salute the guys! a question to ponder on for the girls though.

"if given a choice would you choose to serve the army?"

interesting thought issn't it? seriously if they really did give me a choice i wouldn't know what to choose. probably not i guess. i would probably end up shooting my own platoon mates cause i can't even control my character properly while playing HALO. even clarence trashed me!

jokes aside, i shall go give this question a serious thought then post my answer in the next entry if i remember. girls go think about it k. =)

the mud on our face is soil. our soil.

first post

2008-01-09T22:22:00.001-08:00

yay ok i decided to use blogspot instead of diaryland cuz then i THINK it will be easier to post pictures etc. not that i take lots of pictures. anyway if u haven't already noticed the link to my blog is iwilltrytokeepthisblogalive.blogspot.com! haha. partly cause i got sick of trying to get a nice name that was actually available! anyway yes i m going to TRY to at least blog once a wk or something. not too sure what my commitments would be like next time.

if u want to make sure i hold true to my promise drop by and check every week! =)